Having a downer day...

... feeling rather underappreciated!!

(felt it is only fair to put both sides onto the blog -

usually we tend to stick to the happy, bubbly side -

but that ain't present today!)

 

What to say -

the busyness was good, it went good, it was good,

its pretty much done...

so I guess this feeling is just kind of a 'post-mortem'

to the high that being busy gave me!

 

I must say it is VERY difficult to juggle being/doing

wife

mom

cook

bake

grocery shopping

laundry

tidying

entertaining

visiting

attending the required parties

DESIGNING and PRINTING

and so much more...

 

With most the printing done, combine in a few other negatives

and you have me!

I need to get myself out of this hole!

I feel like I have crashed off the high...

(maybe writing it will help!)

 

Think I am going to call up a good friend and go share a bottle of wine!!!

 

... time to count my blessings...

Yes, there are many and I do appreciate them, I DO!

I guess days like this are important

to keep me humble, to be thought provoking,

to calm me down,

to turn me inside out....

 

Holiday time is hard.... the memories, the thoughts...

being busy doesn't allow me to go there but today I do.

 

Don't worry - I will bounce back, I always do :)

 

New, fresh, bright, spring, happiness... it will come:

  

Going to go make chicken soup!